Well, I'm going to be busy all day
and most of the evening, so I don't think I will have time to make a post
relevant to any current events*. So how
about a bit of fiction I wrote last year? This was
in response to a prompt on a writing site.
The prompt was given around Halloween.
The word limit was 500. The
prompt was about finding a mysterious journal from someone you knew but who you
never expected to have a journal. It
being Halloween, I tried to give an air of mystery and foreboding to the story.
*I never planned on
this being a daily blog. There will be
some times when life gets in the way and I may not post for two or three
days. I will try and post at least twice
a week.
The Journal
There was nothing left to do but work on my
thesis. I had laid my dad to rest the
week prior. The immediate sorrow and
tears were over, but the deep sense of loss was still an ache on my soul; I
realize to some extent it would always be there. I am thankful he called me and insisted I
come home and work on my Master’s thesis at the house. We had both known he did not have much time
left on this earth, and after my dad had won a few battles, that horrible
disease was about to win the war. I had
always felt guilty about leaving him there all alone after mom died. My eyes started to water, though I was
grinning, as I recalled the not quite argument we had when I told him at that
time that I was not returning to Stanford.
The stubborn old mule insisted I continue at Stanford, and not transfer
back to an east coast school closer to him.
There were no more stubborn people on this planet and my dad and
me. “Enough of this” I said to myself,
determined to get back to work. I pulled
out my laptop and all the research material I had checked out of the library
before coming home.
In between two of the books, was a thin, leather
bound journal I did not recognize or remember checking out. As I opened the journal, a piece of paper
slipped out onto my lap. I picked up the
paper and my eyes immediately locked up on my father’s handwriting, which began
with “my dearest son.” When did he have
time to slip into my room and put this in my back, I asked myself? Though not totally invalid, Dad had been quite
bedridden for the last month. Ignoring
these thoughts, I began reading his note: ‘this is a journal I have been
keeping since I met your mother. I
struggled deeply on whether to ever tell you about its contents, which will
turn everything you know and believe upside down. Here, in the end, I still do not know whether
it is the fair thing to do, but I do feel it is the right thing. I beg that you read the journal all the way
through and make no judgments until the end.
Even then, please do not make any judgments without a long period of
contemplation. No matter what, know that
you are my son and I have loved you and will always love you and look over
you. You have been a blessing to my life
and I am indeed thankful that you are a part of it’.
With a sense of trepidation, I began to read.
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